loneliness

lonely

I’m lonely here.

Since you gone, without any single word.

I never think it before.

You said that I’m the one who you loved so much.

You said that I’m the last for you.

You said that nothing can change me, as yours.

When you promise me that you would keep everything you said.

When you make me believe with everything you do.

I know it’s the best for me, for us.

When you said, you would never back to the past.

When you said that noone else in your heart!

When you said that you would never let me alone.

And I said, “we belong together”.

You know, I’m glad.

I’m glad found someone like you.

You make me understand what love is.

When you ask me, what had make me fall in love with you.

I can’t give you my reason.

I don’t know what had make me felt in love with you.

Cause, it is love.

Love is about my feel, loving you whatever you are.

No matter what you are.

and love didn’t need any reason.

because love forced me to accept all your weakness.

Like what you said to me, you’d accept all my weakness.

You want me to always next to you.

Just stuck in my love.

I’m not scare to losing you.

I just scare lost your love.

And that’s happened to me now.

You’re gone, but you also bring your love.

You leave me and back to someone who never let you go.

You gone, without understanding me.

You never know how was my feel since that.

I know, you didn’t wrong if you really love her.

I know, it’s not wrong if you couldn’t love me anymore.

I know, she better than me!

I know, she has everything, and I? I don’t have everything she has.

I know, I’m awake!

But, you make a wrong ways.

Tell me if you really couldn’t love me.

Tell me before!

Don’t be lying like that.

You shouldn’t hide your feel.

You shouldn’t said you love me if it just a lie.

You shouldn’t give me your promises.

It just make me hope too far.

And you make this love gone too far, and never want to gone from my heart.

Why you did it again? Why?

Why you did it, when I’m started to loving you again.

I just need your careness.

I want you to understand me, just for this time.

Not gone away, without a single word.

It’s true, I’m pain.

It’s hurt me so much.

But it just a silence here.

I know it’s the best for you, but not for me.

I can’t accept this, if someone I love, love someone else.

I always trying and trying to be strong.

And still trying to let my love gone.

But I can’t stand!

I can’t stand, seeing someone I love was happy there, but not with me.

I can’t stand, seeing her was holding your hand.

I can’t.

If I can choose one choise.

It’s better if I never fall in love with you.

It’s better if I never met someone like you.

I wanna back to December!

The time when I didn’t know who you are.

The time when I didn’t feel broke like this time.

But, it impossible.

I’m not dreaming.

It’s fact.

I’m crying now.

Look at my tears.

You said you didn’t want seeing I’m cry?

You said you never want, the teardrops falling on my cheek?

Look at me, now!

I’m down.

I need you, now.

I’m strong when I’m on your shoulder.

But now, I lost it.

I lost all, everything.

I’m lonely here.

I need someone who always love me like the past.

I need someone who always here beside me, and wiped out my sadness.

I need you.

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