As Sweet As Last December

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“I want our story ends, as sweet as when we met, last December.”

Di sini, aku selalu merindukan semua yang mulai terkenang. Kenangan yang sebenarnya tak ingin kuingat lagi, namun ia tak inginkan aku berlari. Dan akupun terdiam, membiarkan masalalu menggerogoti tubuhku perlahan.
             Aku ingin senyuman, seperti waktu itu. Saat tak ada lagi yang bisa membuatku melukiskan lengkung indah di bibirku. Aku ingin genggaman. Saat ragaku mulai rentan. Keraguan begitu kuatnya menghadirkan bimbang yang membuatku hilang kesadaran. Ke mana aku harus melangkah?
Aku selalu mengabadikan cinta yang meski telah lama mati di antara sekat-sekat hatiku, yang semakin sulit terbuka untuk mencari penggantimu.

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Do You Remember?

Sometimes, when I opened my eyes, I didn't see you there.
Everytime when I need someone to hold, I didn't have you here.
When I was getting a loneliness, you weren't here beside me.
And when the dark days came, I know you weren't here to brighten me.
When the sadness still around, you didn't came to cheer me.

I miss you.
I miss what you used to be.
I miss when we belong together.

But, everything was changed.
And I know you did it.

My Ex, do you still miss me like what I always do?
Do you remember everything we ever done?
I know you're not mine anymore.
I know you've found your special love.

I can't say anything.
I can't fell it anymore.

But, let me ask you one more words.
Do you remember these day?
I think you've forget it.
My Ex, I just wanna say this, "Happy (failed) Anniversary." :')

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