Do you know, do you ever feel this?
since you came to my life, there's a change in me. And it's about Tuesday.
when you for the first time, entering my class. Introduce yourself. I saw you so shy to talk with everyone around me and I. But, at the first sight, I feel something different with myself. But, I'm too shy to say that.
You make me everytimes waiting for Tuesday. I always think, it would be my best day ever. I hope. And I'm waiting, waiting, and still waiting.
I wonders, does he came so I can show his ordinary face but can make me smile every minutes I have?
I think so. And finally I saw him.
I can't close my eyes, can't stopped looking at him, when he standing in front of me.
Do you ever feel? You're so simple but I love you more than you know. But the fact, you never know what was my feel. I just dreaming.
One month, and four Tuesday, I gotta a chance to met you, but it just one hour. It's not enough for me.
One more, I'm surprised when you call my name, ask me to stand in front of the side of the class. With secretly you take pictures of me. Hehe, it was my happy minutes I got from you.
And then, second Tuesday. Since I got a test. I never saw you anymore. It make me less consentration. But, I'll try to do my best. Every lesson you teach for us, I always read it. Never forget.
Then, third Tuesday. You did'nt come, but at last, you show me yourself. You came to give something thrilling. Haha, it just my opinion.
I always stare your eyes, but you never saw me! Every way I try to make you know where I am, at least to smile for me. But, it's just a dream. And I lose you at this moment.
I'm waiting for the next Tuesday, last Tuesday. Waiting is so bored, I can't stand it. Seven days, it's too long for me.
But, three days before Tuesday, you came to said that, you would go, leave us alone. And before you gone, you would make a special hour with us. And you ask everyone to write some letter for you, you said that, it would be the last meeting with you. I feel relieve, But...
When I had written this letter, though I write it with my feeling, I write it with my heart. And I think, what happen at the day would make me more than happy? And when it was the day, when we begin to feel the special moment from you, I can't do anything, I can't feel anything, I can't show the special moment from you for the last I met you!
I hope there's a chance for me, to repair at all. I hope with three days, today, tomorrow and later, I can saw you anymore. I still waiting, I try to be strong. I believe you would come, and say hello for me. And I still waiting, one hour, one day, second day, and when it was the last day, last Tuesday. I'm not saw you anymore!
Did you really gone? Why you leave me alone!
How about this letter? Why you didn't give me a chance to give you this letter?! Please, come back. Please, I want to see you anymore. Why he really leave me alone with this letter?
Yes, he didn't heard my heart voice.
I spent all day alone, without you. And I'm slowly aware with my love. My love would never happend between us. It's just a love without a reason. And once again, I just dream all day.
I'll try to forget all, to make a new life, without someone who had change me.
But, I still waiting for my Tuesday, although it had change, it would be a different Tuesday. A New Tuesday.
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but now I get my Tuesday anymore :)
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